Adorable Laptop Cover

Look at this cute Laptop cover from Skyn, the have various colors and style but this one is my favorite, very cute... I wish they were available here in Indonesia.. :(

Beware

Hati-hati jika anda mendapat message berupa link seperti berikut (jangan di clik), ini adalah tipuan yang akan menjebak anda ID dan password anda pada saat anda sign di yahoo photo.

Peringatan yang bagus, gue jadi inget kasus yang terjadi pada beberapa teman gue yang harus membuat Yahoo ID baru karena tiba-tiba saja tidak bisa login ke account yahoo mereka, mungkin inilah penjelasannya. Sejujurnya, gue juga pernah sih dikasih message yang menyuruh gue click ke suatu link, untungnya gak gue lakukan :) hehehe Buat yang lain, hati2x :)

Musim Kawin

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaa... Kayaknya 4 bulan ke depan bener-bener musim kawin nih... Sampai saat ini, udah ada sekitar lebih dari 5 undangan pernikahan yang nyampe ke gue, baik itu resmi maupun cuma lewat sms/milis. Hari Minggu, 3 September ini ada undangan nikah temen SMP gue jam 11.00 siang, trus barusan gue baca milis ada undangan nikah senior kampus gue jam 19.00. Trus minggu depannya, tanggal 9 September, ada 1 lagi senior kampus gue yang nikah dan hari minggunya ada junior kampus gue yang nikah... Teruuus berlanjut sampe bulan November dan Januari; Oktober sih ga ada, mungkin karena bulan puasa, padahal irit kali yah kalo ngadain resepsi nikahan pas bulan puasa, siang-siang pula, ga perlu ngasih makan undangannya ;) hehehee

Gak kok gue gak stress dan gue juga gak iri :D hehehe Insya Allah masa itu akan datang ke diri gue juga.. Amiin..

So, is married your next big thing? Don't forget to invite me ;)

Making things better

Ok, here’s the thing, I’ve just got back from the campus, to attend a new student’s orientation. I wasn’t there for no reason, I was called on Monday evening by one of the class of 2003’s student to be one of the speaker on the orientation. They wanted me to tell the freshmen about my study experience in the university and stuff. For some people it might sound like crappy-cheesy-unimportant kind of thing, but for me it was an honor and it was sweet of them to give me such opportunity. I saw it as a chance to make a different on their lives; I mean at least I’ll be able to warn them of things I regretted now. I really hope that they could learn from my mistake.

It kinda reminds me when I was their age, naïve and confused about all of the university’s stuff. About not knowing what I wanted to be and what should I do to reach my goals, when I was their age, no one ever tell me what to do and how to do it. I know it might sound immature to be always told what to do, I didn’t mean it that way, but at least everyone has the right to be warned of danger or success that might come upon them as a consequences of things they did, right?

Hopefully, that was what I was doing; I want them to be better than me. I want them to be special; I want them to be smarter in every way. I told them not to make mistake as I did, hopefully some of my talks were really into their hearts and mind. I am relieved now; at least some people didn’t have to go through what I’ve been through :) Yippiiiy… I hope that somehow, I have helped to make things better…

A Distraction

What have I done wrong?
What are the things I haven't done?
What are other things that I should have done?
Where did I go wrong?

I should have studied harder
I should have learnt more
I should have read more books
I should have gone out more often
I should have loved my parents more
I should have loved God more
I should have obeyed God's rule more
I should have done things I haven't done
I shouldn't have done things I have done

I'm tired...
I fear to fail... and yet I keep failing again and again
I fear not to achieve...
And I fear to feel fear...

Should I just sit back and relax?
Seeing my life turning upside down and without any ability to
change it all..
Should I just accept all of this?

Those questions and regret keep sounding inside my head. Questions on what should I do in term of facing things that's been going on lately and trigger those regret and guilty feeling. Regret of things I should have done in my life, all my life... *sigh..* I just wish I knew now what I knew then, so I didn't mess up my life too much..

Oh well, it kinda remind me of my conversation with my friend just the other day...
Acceptance is a distraction until you get what you really wanted... And I think it's absolutely true, I am distracted :(